Finally made up my mind to set up this,a place where I shall be able to free myself with words,in another language.It seems to me that,at the very present,the word'worry' will be and continues to be predominant in a while.Truth is,I'm bummed out,things start to get worse when you obviously have no idea what's bound to happen in the future around the corner.
I name this blog"La Dolce Vita",after the renowned Fellini film(which incidentally turns out to be a masterpiece I haven't seen yet,not really into him anyway),La Dolce Vita,the sweet life,I quote this and see to it that my life is going on that track,not in the opposite direction.
Faced with all these tiresome personal stuff,It suddenly dawns on me that I am now stuck in a situation where I'm going to frequently use phrases like"bum out,freak out,creep me out,wear me out” a lot.Ease your mind,cut yourself slack,one would say.How could I?
I need certain assurance(by that I mean,admission) to enter one of the three universities I applied(Bummed out considering I don't even know if these are universities,might be deceived),and in order to attain that I'll have to take some tests,which,alas(timing couldn't be better for this word),include some maths,my big giant implacable enemy all through my life.Anyway I'm not going to sit and watch it ruining my life again,so remind myself that I'll be striving to counterattack at this crucial time.
Faced with another huge enemy,obstacle whatever you call it.Or I'll make it simple,my face and the pimple.I am truly devastated after a five-year long struggle without any approvement.As negative as it goes,I'll be lingering in a Date-and-Sex free zone for the rest of my life.To remove the red pot,I gather that surgery is definitely entailed,but my mom won't pay for it.So maybe the best way to solve this,is,a buffer stage plan,first of all,don't get upset because of this.To add to this I think some minor changes should be made about the food I usually eat.
Start working out,push-ups,80 times per day.
It's gonna be fine,I'm a good person(well at least sort of) and evil things for sure shall swirve into the ravine.Hope so.
